What a lot has changed since i last wrote here! Then i was young, now i am middle-aged. Then i was stupid, now i am wiser. Then i was skinny, now i am not. Then i was bouyant, now i am weighed down. Then i was right for the wrong reasons, now i am wrong for the right reasons. Then i had a life, now i have life. Parts of me i wish i could reclaim: that other person is gone, but then again how shallow, how two dimensional that person was. You live and you learn - if you don't make the same mistakes twice.